Nah dude, you're fine.Honestly, I haven't decided if I want to continue doing this. I sunk a good deal of money into the video card and all, but I'm just not sure if I have the voice or direction to release decent videos. I'm on the fence. :/
If it's views you're worried about, don't worry about them. It can take years before you see any progress. Just find a few things that you didn't like in your earlier videos and improve on them.
Don't compare yourself to famous YouTubers. You've just started. Just keep trying to improve.